| It's just the way the operation made me.. |
[Mar. 8th, 2005|08:24 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Shello Mr. Sleepy! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Deftones- Headup | ] |
Snow day today. So boring. I ate a lot of food. I woke up at about 11am and had some Fruity Pebbles. Highly reccomended to those who like heavenly goodness on a spoon. Went to work at 3:30pm. Almost died getting there. My car turned around completely twice. I believe in the x-games someone would refer to that as 480 degrees. Wow. I think I might've peed a little. I know I screamed... and I might've cried a little. But yeah. Wow, I hate snow. Got to work and was on register forever.. My love showed up and bought some ice cream (reeses, we have such wonderful taste in ice cream) and then was my shift leader. I was the youngest one there all night. The power went out and I heard a girl scream and thought it was me because it scared the shit out of me. So many horrible things today. I think I've gained like a bazillion pounds today too.. Drove home like an old lady through a construction site. So scary. Umm... I ate more food. And then watched CSI twice, and House. Played in the internet for a while and talked to some people before I ended up here. And yup, that was my entire day summed up in a badly put together paragraph.
As for the past couple of weeks:
I've been written up at work for being tardy (wrong schedule).
My mom cleaned my room a little bit. That makes me feel grown up.
I put my heated blanket back on my bed for these wintery nights that won't leave me the hell alone.
I got a new retainer (if you were checking that sort of thing).
Went bowling for Trenton's little brother's 14th birthday and got him a toaster. His parents were so impressed. Kodak moment to the extreme.
Got my hair cut twice.
Dyed my hair again.
Did my laundry a couple of times.
Found new people to hate for different reasons.
And that's it. I'm done for tonight. I'm extremely tired and I think I'm gonna wait in my preheated bed for my love to let me know when his movie is over so he can talk me to sleep. And then in the morning I'll wake up and find out if there is school or not, if there is I'll be taking the MEA's if not I'll be most likely at Trentons house. Mhmm... That's it. Goodnight. |
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| El Florida AHOY!! |
[Feb. 17th, 2005|07:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Florida. Bah. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Dresden Dolls- Slide | ] |
So yeah. I'm in Florida. And I'll note again that I haven't updated in forever. So here is a sum of the things that have been going on.
I got a terribly bad case of mono and the doctors had never seen lymph nodes that large.
I got in a car with my family and drove all of the way to Florida.
I missed Valentines Day (the first I've ever been dating someone with).
I missed our anniversary.
I miss all of my loser friends all the way back in Maine.
I miss cold weather.
I need to pee badly.
If that isn't enough post me a mean comment and maybe I'll find the time in my busy days of theme park hopping to update again and tell you all about the uber cuties down here that I would never lay a hand on. Or maybe I'll tell you how sick I've been. Or maybe I'll tell you how much I have to pee.
Go to Universal. I went to the bathroom in Mexico. Took pictures in Germany. Had a soda in America and then sat down to a fancy dinner in Italy all within an hour.
Gotta pee. |
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| Hiccups. Yeah we got that. |
[Jan. 25th, 2005|10:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Hiccup! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Poison The Well- Loved Ones | ] |
So yeah for some odd reason I've got the hiccups. It's been an insanely long time since I've updated. And I'm sorry to all of those who are trying to keep track of my life and feel so left out because I didn't write. Haha, losers.
This past Saturday I got a hair cut and all of the girls drool over me now. Woot. Kaitlynn so wanted to make out with me. I saw it in her lust glazed eyes. Oh baby.
Spending a whole lot more time with my wonderful boyfriend. I'm kind of sad that in two weeks I'm going to leave for an entire week and not get a single kiss or a hug or even see his smiling face. Blah to Florida. Minnie and Mickey can wait till I'm old and cripple and the weather helps my arthritis.
I love my boyfriend. When he is ill and weak. When he's as happy as can be. And if I can put up with his sickly whiny ass while he's got an extremely bad cold I could definitely love him for the rest of my life. Plus I love his mom. And she loves me. :) |
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| Blah. Just blah. |
[Jan. 10th, 2005|10:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Turn the lights off. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Faith No More- Easy | ] |
So yeah, woke up yesterday early to go to work, talked to my mom for a while. She forgot. If you don't know what I'm talking about look back a couple of entries. I was really disapointed. But Trenton was the first person to say it all day and it made me smile a whole lot.
I worked nine to five yesterday. Blah. It was wet and slushy and the parking lot sucked. But after work I went to Trentons and headed back to my house. We had my "favorite" meal. They got it wrong. But that's alright. It was good anyways. So we watched some tv and had fun and stuff. It was different but it wasn't bad. We could do that more often. Brought him home and all, went back and watched my present (Nip/Tuck the best show in the world, season one fuckin rules).
Today I went to school and tried to stay awake. I did really good. We talked about art so I could follow along. I felt so smart. :D It wasn't half bad. After school we had GSA which is starting to get really frustrating because no one will listen. But that's alright I guess. It all comes with the package deal and I'd feel heartless kicking someone out into the horrible heterosexual world...
I worked tonight, it was really slow. Plus I have a cold. So yeah, I've just been really tired and groggy lately. It's kind of wierd. But yeah. That's pretty much my day and what's been going on. |
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| Lovely. |
[Jan. 6th, 2005|01:01 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | The pennies were loaded.. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Dresden Dolls- Slide | ] |
My lovely amazing fantastic boyfriend.. he's bringing me to see Amanda play her toy piano... I'm so excited...
Gonna dance.. in my underpants.. what to wear?? Oh well I have a whole month to decide... the panties with the ruffles are a must though.. you'll see. I'll take pictures.. hot... |
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| Stuff... |
[Jan. 6th, 2005|12:50 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Getting there.. phone call? | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Faith No More- Easy Like Sunday Morning | ] |
So yeah. Cops. If there would've been a video camera and that dumb ass theme song I would've died. Gee thanks. It's what I've always wanted... for doing nothing wrong.
I just got done moisturizing.. And I'm waiting for my lovely to tell me to call him. Kinda tired. Kinda thirsty. Tomorrow I'm getting a ride to Hannaford to pick up and cash my check, so I think I'm gonna have her run me to his house for a minute so I can leave a care package on his bed. That'd be awfully cute. 1.) his clothes 2.) his movie 3.) his cd's ((I know he'll like it)) 4.) my pillow 5.) a nice note 6.) something sweet to make him think of me all the time... Yeah. I think I'm gonna do that...
I've been playing with my new digital camera. And it's very interesting. Here are some pictures I took yesterday..
Table Of Contents:
-Angela modeling her rainbow hat.. so jealous..
-Angela in class. I don't have many people to take pictures of..
(From Tuesday)
-Random picture of Trentons Mountain Dew x-mas tree. They're so clever. |
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| It's a new year... already. |
[Jan. 2nd, 2005|10:54 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Waiting for tomorrow. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dresden Dolls- Bad Habit | ] |
My birthday is in exactly one week. Blah. To be 17. I can watch R rated movies. Woo.. And I can legally date my boyfriend. Yup. This is gonna be fantastic. Too bad I'm working from 9-5 on my birthday. Oh well. I'll get over it. Plus I get a dollar more.
I layed around the house today. In my pajamas. Talked a little on the telephone with my farthest distanced best friend Aaron Gomez who lives in Alaska now. I miss him.
Talked to my innebriated boyfriend who loves me. And is trying to support me through crap that's going on. And I'm so tired. But I want to stay up for some wierd reason. I don't know. I can't drive my car tomorrow so I have to ride the bus. I'll bring my dvd player and my mp3 player and hopefully fall asleep. I hate bus rides. Blah. I haven't ridden on the bus all year. I don't even know what time the bus comes anymore. That means I'll have to wake up extra early. I wish I could find a ride. That'd be fantastic. But it won't happen. Oh well. This year is going to be a bad one. It's off to a bad start.
My new years resolution was... actually I'm not telling anyone what it is because they'd all look at me funny or get angry. So I'm gonna keep it to myself and you'll never know.. I didn't even say it out loud. Which wouldn't have mattered anyways cause I was shushed a lot that night. But I don't care. I had fun. Sometimes I like being loud. |
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| Blah to vomiting. |
[Jan. 1st, 2005|07:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  *vomiting noises* | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Crash Test Dummies- Mmm Mmm Mmm Mmm | ] |
So yeah. Last night was awesome. I lost $20 somewhere. Had an all around fantastic fucking night. So much fun. Me and Candace were daring. I was daring on several occasions. No one will ever know what I'm talking about here. So there. Hehe.
Woke up this morning and threw up a little. A few times actually. Ate a lot of bread and went back to sleep. Got in massive trouble that I'm still not completely sure about.. I don't know how bad it'll be. I'm scared.. So I'm pretty much dead. And I don't want to move in with my dad. And I can't move in with Trenton. And Tara sort of kind of took back her invitation because she doesn't want to get in trouble with me. Hahaha no one knows what I'm talking about yet. Hahaha this is the best fucking entry ever. |
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| Happy days are here! |
[Dec. 29th, 2004|11:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ZOMBIES!!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Brand New- Failure By Design | ] |
Umm... I had a fantastic day that started around 10 or 10:30. Went to Trentons for a while and slept. Which is nice because I love sleeping (not sexual) with him because we snuggle and such. And I look forward to it every time more and more cause he gets all close and puts his arms around me and the heat is really nice... So fantastic.. Then I went to work, which was cold and tiring. But I was already tired so it didn't matter.
Got out at 5:30 and went out to my car. There in the front seat was a card from Tara which said really nice things because she was there when me and my mom were fighting and there were a few tears a little. And at the bottom of the card it said something like "the last time I saw you it looked like you could use a hug" and there was an entire bag of Hershey Hugs under the card.. It was really sweet and I cried a little more... But then I went back to Trentons house.
Watched him and Brandon play magic a little. Got in a sock fight. Changed out of work clothes and took them to subway and Hannaford to get food and mountain dew. My mom called while I was in subway and I went home after I dropped them off at the house. I love our late night conversations though so I don't really mind cause I look forward to them and they get me through the rest of "family time". La dee da. I think I'm gonna go call him now.. That'd make me really happy. Tootles ya'll. |
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| Sum up since X-mas Eve.. |
[Dec. 28th, 2004|11:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | My toes are pruny.. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Beck- Lost Cause | ] |
***Christmas Day- Woke up got presents. Wasn't expecting anything I'd like but I was a little wrong. Of all the things my mom got me a hot cocoa making machine..... Wow mom. Love it... Really. But I got some neat stuff too. Something to get me through the study hall I stay for. Yeee! Can't wait to see Holly when she gets back from Rhode Island.
Went to Trenton's family Christmas lunch type thing. It was really cool. I enjoyed it a lot. And I'm madly in love with his family. They're neat. His mom got me Christmas presents and I didn't know what to say.. It was so nice, I just wanted to hug her and.. yeah. Fantastic.
Got in a fight with the woman who pushed me from her womb. That was pleasant. Merry Christmas. Went to the movies with Trenton for the late show to see Lemony Snickets. The coolest movie to hit theatres for a while. And yeah. I was all upset from my mom and stuff and we were laying in his room after the movie and he just looked up and yeah.. it was the first time he ever said "I love you" and I thought I was gonna cry..
***Sunday (12/26)- The Gammon family Christmas party. Trenton was even a part of the gift exchange. It was cute. We had so much fun. And we sat in the car watching music videos and drew a penis on my hot aunts windshield. It was fun. I hope he's around next year.
***Monday (12/27)- The last day that I can't drive my car (punishment for stupid reasons). I went to my hot aunts house because I wanted to and I couldn't stand being in the house much longer. Klarissa came over and we dyed my hair. Danced in Wal-Mart. Watched and purchased Napoleon Dynamite. Stayed up til 2AM. Bad.
***Today- Today was technically my first day of work. I had an 8 hour shift. Most of it was spent on a computer and to be honest I think I might've fell asleep for a minute or two. It was bad. Oh yeah, I had to work on four hours of sleep because of the night before. Had a fantastic lunch break. Learned how to properly bag grocieries, how to unshop and how to push in carts. I was very excited. It was a fun day. But I was so tired I fell asleep when I got back to Tara's house. Got in another fight with my mother. Spent the night watching Dogma for the first time and yeah. Writing this. Goodnight. |
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| Stolen again! |
[Dec. 24th, 2004|10:31 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Santa is that you?? | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Murder Dolls- Teenage Zombie | ] |
I think Santa is downstairs kiddies!! No seriously. My parents are so lame. They might as well let us watch them bring the presents out of the basement.
So wierd. But yeah. Gonna... watch a movie? Hope the holiday season is over? Wish my boyfriend was here? Yeah I think I'll do all of that at once...
Good luck with your presents. |
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| Christmas Eve? Already? |
[Dec. 24th, 2004|07:53 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Presents? No way! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Dresden Dolls- Slide | ] |
I woke up this morning and forgot that it was Christmas Eve. Ironic I know. Most kids count down the days. I have no snow on my lawn. My car is barely running. Everyone is bitchy. Yup feels like Christmas alright. Assholes.
I can't even see Trenton tonight. I was all excited because I thought I'd go pick him up from work and be all cute and stuff. But no. I won't see him untill tomorrow. Blah. I hate my parents sometimes. And even when I do get to see him it won't be for very long because my mom thinks that an hour of visiting him is enough. When I'm away from him for an hour I get lonely. Miss him whole bunches. The whole works. We're so getting married..
Family Christmas party on Sunday. Guess whos invited? Well of course not you, because I'm not dating you! Unless you happen to be Kaitlynn. But she's a dating whore so it doesn't matter. Yup, I'm bringing him to family x-mas. It'll be so cute. That's how my aunt and uncle started out. Adorable. Lots of pictures, mistle toe, prejudice grandparents picking on him for the piece of metal "stuck" in his lip. ((SIGH)) Makes me so happy. I'm all excited.
My room is trashed
And I'm drunk with good cheer
I hope that mom will bring me another beer.
Our socks are on fire
Cause we left them for too long.
And I just came from our basement
We were playing ping-pong.
Merry Fucking Christmas Bitches. |
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| Yep. More lovins. |
[Dec. 21st, 2004|11:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Pretty pretty dancin'. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Cake- Never There | ] |
Okay so the lunch thing was fantastic. So I decided that I was going to go to his lunch break today. Showed up a few minutes late but no big deal. We sat in the break room and stuff on opposite sides of the break room. Akward. But yeah. So his break ended and I was all sad but I did some shopping and took my step-brother to his home because his girl friend wasn't out of work yet. Started home and got a phone call. Ended up going to Tara's house and running more errands to Hannaford. How ironic. He had another break. We sat outside and such and talked whilst I wore my gigantic pimp coat. Did some more shopping, talked to Beth. Couldn't find Whoppers, so I had to run to Wal-mart. My love was outside pushing carts and he had put hearts all over my windshield. Slipped me a note inside that said "I love you this much (------------)" and yeah, we so made out in the parking lot. He has yet to actually say it to my face. But yeah, I don't doubt it in the least. And it was cold. But good.
Tomorrow looks promising for a good time. I think I'm going to wake him up in the morning. Or just crawl into bed and sleep forever. We both have to go into work at the same time so we might as well car pool. And I mean a few hours of fun... yeah. That's what I need. We could so play Mortal-Kombat again (I kicked his ass last time). Or I could practice my Magic skills. Who's turning into a geek now, huh? Yeah that's right. It's me.
First day of work. Probably a lot of videos and such. I have no idea. I have to take my cashier test tomorrow too. A whole lot of math work. Scary stuff. I hope I pass or I'll feel like such a dumbass. Oh well. Couldn't hurt to try try again. La dee da. Going to call my lover. |
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| Love is for the way... |
[Dec. 17th, 2004|08:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | loved | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Nat King Cole- Love | ] |
Went to Hannaford for his lunch break. We went to the break room and talked for a while and then went to my car so he could smoke before he went back in. He got out of the car and took a while getting around to the other side and I didn't really pay much attention to it. When I pulled into traffic a car pulled out behind me and I looked in my rear view mirror. He wrote "I love you" across the back window of my car. I stared at it the whole way home. Can't wait to talk to him tonight.. ((***BIG SMILES***)) |
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| Woop Dee Frickin Da.. |
[Dec. 17th, 2004|03:20 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Pajamas bitches. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jack Off Jill- When I am Queen | ] |
I'm so tired and I have been having a horrible week. I started the pill yesterday because I figured out the patch was killing me (thanks Kara, love you bunches). Apparently the pill is not as kind to me as the patch. Because after having a horrible week I was in such a good mood yesterday to know that I could have fun again. And yes, this morning a giant cloud moved over my head and it rained. So yeah. Cried a little.
Probably going to Trenton's lunch break, clean out the back of my car and have a little picnic. So cute. Other than that I most likely won't see him until Sunday and I don't know what time we have pictures.. So I doubt it'll be for long.
Monday and Tuesday are going to suck. Other than Monday because I have my study halls and I get to sleep. Jill don't say a word. I'll cut you. So yeah. That'll be fantastic. And then Wednesday hopefully I'll wake him up and we'll sleep for a while and then hang out until we both have to go to work. Ah yes another thing to talk about!
Monday and Wednesday of this week I had job interviews at Hannaford. Guess which lucky ducky got hired?? Go on and guess? Well obviously I did you morons. I said it in the paragraph above. But yeah that's how it all went.
Wednesday night I went to Trenton's after my interview. We went to his moms hair shop place by the school and she cut his hair and then she did my hair (completely unexpected) in a prom type thing. It was so hot. I was a princess. And we got all dressed up, I wore a dress and he wore a suite and had dinner at my aunts house. They even dressed up. It was so awesome. They love him. So it's cool stuff. But yeah.
I think I'm gonna take a nap. Lame as that sounds. It's Friday and I'm taking a nap so I can get through the rest of the day. And the sad part is that I don't have plans tonight in exception of my picnic at five. So sad. Sleep will be good though. Night! |
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| Another day no more dollars. |
[Dec. 9th, 2004|04:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Sooo TIRED!! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Beck- Lost Cause | ] |
Today I was really excited. I wore my ripped ass pants and my long johns underneath them so that I wasn't all hanging out. When I put them on I found a $10 bill in the pocket! Yeah! This could be a good day after all. So I hopped in the car and we got to school on time. I went to my horrible class with Mr. Asswipe and Mr. Shitforbrains and I ended up falling asleep during the second period of class. It was an honest mistake, he was rambling and I was leaning on my hand. So yeah, he yelled at me. La dee fucking da.
GSA went to see this really awesome girl I'm hoping will be our new advisor. She's so fantastic. She's just like me in so many ways, freaky and hyper and really bouncy. I hope she'll do it.
Lastly I fell asleep in Media Arts. It was during a movie I didn't need to see and I have a 103 in the class anyways. Oh well. Went to Dunkin Donuts and spent the last of my money. I have a dollar and change. How the hell do I manage to do things like this? I need to pack my own lunch from now on. I make myself so disapointed.
I want to see Trenton. But I know it won't happen untill tomorrow. Which sucks because I have practice again and I think I'll have to ski. That'll be as embarassing as ever, I haven't skied in the longest time. So fucked. I think I'm gonna quit. I really should. I ran five miles yesterday during practice. And mom doesn't even believe I'm on the team. That's the biggest joke ever.
Oh yeah and if anyone has any pointers in trying to get a curfew pushed to a later time that'd be helpful. So pathetic, I'm 16 and I have to be home by 8PM on school nights. I got to bed at midnight at the earliest. So pathetic. Help? |
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| Happy. |
[Dec. 6th, 2004|01:31 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | I know how to pay magic bitch. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Faith No More- Easy Like a Sunday Morning | ] |
So yeah. I had an awesome weekend. Beyond belief of happiness. Such a fantastic weekend. And I finally learned how to basically play magic!!! Yay! It was so exciting. I won twice. I won't say how many games I played. But yeah, I had a lot of help too. Woot.
Right now I'm in school. I won't be for long... Okay I lied, I have a GSA meeting to attend to and then I think I'm gonna scrounge for some cash and buy some apples... We really need an advisor.
Jill took my car during 7th period while I was in Math and got our pictures developed from the Outright dance we went to. The first picture was of me and Trenton but I looked funny so I cut me out.
He's so cute. And I was so happy that I wrote another poem in the Arts & Communication folder. Goodness. I went to his parents house last night for supper and they're so much fun. I had no idea that they were going to pray before we ate though, I so blended in like a ninja though. They had no idea that I've never prayed in my life... And his mom showed me baby pictures. He was such an adorable baby. He agrees that if we have kids that we should have a girl and a boy. Girl being named "Gyrl" and the boy is undecided. Gonna get married and live happily ever after with lots of tattoos and metal and hot passionate sleep. Yeahhh...
His parents actually like me though, they're a whole lot of fun. He wrestled his mom and he was gonna put her in the shower all because of a mint that he put on the floor. I like them already. I love wrestling in the shower though. One thing I didn't do this weekend. Grr. I knew I missed something. |
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| Today.. what have I done? |
[Dec. 2nd, 2004|07:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | So tired. But not. | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Deftones- Digital Bath | ] |
Well today has been rather interesting. Got some quality time in. Made up some beauty sleep in class (even though the beauty was little lines from my binder I was sleeping on). Oh yeah and I was horribly sick.
My stomach sometimes just hates me and clenches all of the muscles and it feels like I'm going to throw up and I can't breathe. Now normally (this has happened before) it only lasts for about ten to fifteen minutes. This time I layed around in Speth's cubicle for an hour before I went to the nurse and got dismissed. I cried the whole way home and it hurt so bad to breathe. I pretty much took off my shirt driving down 121. I fell asleep when I got home (a miracle, I can barely do that when I'm tired) and woke up around 4:30PM. It's been such an unproductive day. And tomorrow I have to go deal with my fuck ass teachers who are going to yell at me some more. Hopefully I'll get my own desk soon, where I'm sitting is so crowded.
I missed the cross county ski team photo. Missed practice. Missed getting apples at Hannaford. I'm so out of it. I wish I could just drive up there and be like "We're going in the freezer and theres nothing you can do about it." all dominatrix like... Yeah. But that'd be awfully cold. Haha so sick. Frozen meat and good times in Hannaford.
Oh by the way. I'm looking for incredibly cheap or cost free romantic gift ideas for x-mas. If ya'll know of any (other than Kara, thanx anyways babe) give me a holla. And yeah. If anyone knows where to buy really hot daggers or samurai swords that'd be hot too. I'm completely serious. Don't giggle. |
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| Yeahhhhhh! |
[Nov. 28th, 2004|08:15 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Lern me how ta play some magic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Mindless Self Indulgence- Ghetto Blastin' | ] |
I'll drop it like it's hot.
Like a hot pancake.
Like a hot plate.
Like a hot piece of broccoli.
Like a watermelon.
No... no that last one was all wrong... Damn it!
No one called today so I'm a little happier. So happy I wrote in a bunch of peoples livejournals. And yeah. You should all read Kaitlynns cause that was so random it hurt. Other than that...
Shake it like a polaroid picture! |
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| Sum up of weekend. |
[Nov. 28th, 2004|01:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Cut you... Cut you so bad... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jack Off Jill- Strawberry Gashes | ] |
Thursday: Was absolutely an akward experience. Meeting both families in one day and all that. It was just wierd. But I most definitely love his mom even though she stepped on my foot a little. The turkey was dry, everything else was decent. Got my cookies from Tara Jean and shared them with all of his roommates, those cookies are sooo good.
Friday: Went to a punk show in Lewiston. Trenton drove which was wierd because I'd never driven with him before. And at every red light he would kiss me. It was just so much fun getting there. The show was fantastic and I have a new favorite local band fronted by a fifty five year old dressed as a pirate. Wow... He was sexy. Went back to the apartment that is my new second home and stayed untill 1:30 when my mother called. Talk about an akward situation. Hahaha! She'll never know. But yeah. Friday was good.
Saturday: Was left home alone after waking up at 2PM. After last weeks little incident with some lame ass mother fucker getting his kicks out of calling me I wasn't really into staying home alone just in case he was serious... So I went to my second home and got home at 10PM. I want to learn how to play magic, cause it looks like a whole shit load of fun, yet we never have the time. So yeah, if anyone is interested in spending some quality time with me I'm all for it. Ring my cellular tellerphone.
Sunday: Today is the dreaded day that that bastard called my house last weekend. My parents have left for a good amount of time and my sister has Fast Eddie over, yet they'll be leaving soon not to return til late. If mom and Gary aren't home anytime soon I will most definitely leave and go somewhere. Even though I don't know where I would go. Me and Gary got in a little fight and I shed a few drops of anger. He threw a McDonalds job app in my face and told me to get a job and all that. I'm going to beat him in the face with a bananna.. Grr.. That man. Bananna..
So yeah, I've come to the realization that I'm afraid to be in my own house. Even when there are people around... And that's really sad because I never thought that it would be like this... So I just wanna cry and put locks on my doors and find hiding places and put guns there... Or really sharp objects.. I'm gonna borrow a dagger or something from Trenton (no he's not wierd, he used to collect) cause yeah, that might help a little. I'll tuck it into my underwear and be all jigga-what. Hotness to the extreme... Me, underwear, knives.... Who wants to play twister??? |
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